Barricaded World

I've been trying to build my own world,
A barricaded world where no one can intrude.
The crowd is suffocating me and
I just want to be alone, away from all.
It's not like someone had done me any wrong
But for reasons I can barely explain,
I am drowned by the crowd.

In this barricaded world I'm trying to create,
My wish is that You will be there with me,
Just us two...no one else.
But I know that I am supposed to be the one in Your world.

This world I'm building, no matter what,
Will always be a messy, chaotic, and depressing one.
So, Jesus, could You please take me from my world and bring me into Yours?
That's the place I would rather be.